‘That was every piece of magic I’ve manifested but so much better’
I burst into tears.
Kieran smiled down at me ‘why are you crying this way?’ He stroked my cheek, wiped my tears.
My heart soared, yet broke, all at the same time.
It broke for myself. For ever accepting a love less than this, for ever letting a man ‘love’ me in any other way than this. For ever accepting less than what I deserve.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry. You never deserved that pain. I breathed deeply into myself. It hurts to know that I ever accepted less than a love that’s magic, did I not believe that it existed? Why did I allow anything but this? What was I waiting for? A miracle?
Miracles come when you let go. When you free yourself from what you ‘want’, and allow yourself to be taken to your truest hearts desire. What you truly deserve.
Some people aren’t met for us.
Some people are.
We learn from them both, and I forgive myself for forgetting my worth, not stepping into my power.
I forgive the men who couldn’t love me the way I wished and deserved to be loved, for it is not their fault. It is nobody’s fault.
We love who we love and everything else is irrelevant.
You can’t make someone love you.
You can’t stop someone from loving you.
Love is just love.
We accept it.
We allow it.
We eventually meet the one, who makes us wonder, why we ever accepted less.
We meet the one who makes us question everything.
The one who makes us think, why oh why, did I give my everything, begging and pleading, hoping, praying, dreaming this man could love me, when now I’ve met someone who does that without me having to even try.
He loves me for Me.
I love him for Him.
He makes me smile,
He makes me laugh
Not an ounce of pain,
I thought that’s what love was,
The relationships I’ve known,
Heartbreak, arguments, break ups,
Kieran has shown me fun,
Love
Laughter
Simple pleasures and joy,
He’s shown me care.
I’ve never begged for his attention,
Never fought,
Never questioned.
I’ve never had to.
He is there,
Everyday,
Softly,
Silently,
Reminding me that he loves me.
I knew it before he’d even said it.
I knew it from the day we met.
Because when you know, you know.
I knew instantly.
It was everything I ever dreamed of and more.
The love I’ve been manifesting,
It found its way to me,
It came into my life in the form of my strong and handsome dreamboat.
A man who sheds a tear with me when I tell him I love him too.
Because it’s the same magic for him.
You can’t stop a Soulmate.
The One who is meant, will always make their way.
I always believed in magic.
They say you don’t have to see it to believe it.
But now I’m lucky enough to see
And not just simply dream
❤️
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Girl, I know I have said it before but you are a phenomenal writer! I love this story so much! ❤ Thank you for sharing! ❤
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Aw honestly Kate this means so much to me, especially coming from you who is one of the best writers, girl, I adore ya this means the world. Thank you so much for commenting, I’m glad you enjoyed. So much love to you beauty, thank you for your support always ❤
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you have a way with words my love!!! if only this was book, i’d love to read it in full 😀
speaking of, would you ever write a book??
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Ah you make my day, Ily!! ❤ Erm yes I would love to write a book! I'd have to really buckle down and focus, but it's in my life vision for sure- I already have an idea for a fiction book I'd love to write, but I feel like I'd need a cowriter as I'd want it to be perfect!!
But yes definitely one day I will write a fiction book.
Thank you for always inspiring and supporting me Rossy! ❤
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love ya too 😀 ❤
you could always start writing down ideas for the plot or even the characters, etc. I know Courtney is a writer, she wrote a book and got it published I think? Not sure. She would be the one to go to if you ever need help getting started 🙂
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YES that is such a good idea!! I’m going to start doing that now, thanks for the inspo hun!
WOW that’s so amazing!!! I didn’t know that lol I’ll have to message her. Thank you hun!
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Wow this is amazing! You are such a good writer xx
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Thank you so much honey! ❤ xx
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